The pain and embarrassment still sits. Memories and feelings Coming and going,, good and bad Deep down I love you And at times I hate you Because I gave my all You took me for granted A tiger cant change its stripes I know you're trying I'm trying We're trying But nothings the same The way you hold me now, makes me cry I've always wanted you to hold me like this Like you never wanted to let me go The way you kiss me now.. so sweet The way you care.. so intentional It's everything I've wanted from the beginning So now I only live for our short moments I exxpect nothing more or less I fear I will become to attached again I fear that you will change again I fear that the love from me to you will never be the same What if my fears make you stop loving me? I'm afraid to be alone again So I settle Knowing that I need more Knowing that we are too different But I'd do it all again Fall in love with you.